Ugh so I usually never do this/these but I actually have the time to & honestly this goes against everything I believe right now lol. Especially the whole “not putting all your shit on blast thing” but I mean, a girl can only hold in so much. Well here I go with my irrelevant ass rant. I don’t even know where to start but first of all today was like such a good day like even from 12am this morning. I saw friends I haven’t seen in so so long and ended up going home at like 4 in the morning. Thank God I didn’t have work though. Then I went to my boyfriend’s house and like slept the rest of the day there lol but anyways like so my mom asked me to go to the groceries for her and I know I shouldn’t have asked her for money because all she wanted me to get was like one pear, one green apple, and cilantro but like you don’t understand how stupid my mom is with money like she always asks me to buy her things and says like I’ll pay you back but never. ever. pays me back. It’s so funny because I didn’t even realize it until my stepdad brought it up because one day he was like “I’m not like your mom, I’ll really pay you back”. On a side note, I think it’s so cool how you don’t really realize things unless someone actually points it out to you and then you’re like holy shit that’s so true. Anyways back to my story like I wouldn’t have asked my mom for money but like I’m seriously saving up to buy a MacBook right now and I know that’s like so pricey already but like I’m not like other kids who can just get anything they want from their parents —I wish I was but unlike A LOT of kids our age, I really have to always work for something I want and it’s so not fair haha but like on the last day of finals my dumbass spilled coffee all over my old laptop and I wasn’t even trippen cus it was only like $350 so I told myself like maybe I should get a MacBook because then I’d be obligated to take care of it and like I’ve been wanting one so bad and of course I never got it. Like ughhhh it’s so annoying. If I sound like a brat right now like that is so not the case because like what the hell you really act like it isn’t essential to have a laptop in college. It might not be in like a community college but in a University it is. I don’t know what my parents don’t understand. Ugh that’s a whole different story as well but I don’t even want to talk about that (today). Maybe some other day so yeah. And like for Christmas oh my jeebs I bought my cousin such a nice present that was like $67 and my mom said she’d pay me back but of course she hasn’t and it’s just really so fricken unfair like I have to work so hard to get small ass things and I hate asking my parents for things like I really really hate it because I know they don’t even care and they think that like everything I want is unnecessary like asdl;fkjsadl;fkjs;ldkfjsa. I’m so considering putting this on private because I really don’t want to seem like a bitch right now or seem like I’m making myself look like the victim. Well other than that I’m like so annoyed with Dom right now because like I felt pretty lucky today and decided to buy scratchers lol and I preferred the $1 ones whereas Dom recommended the $2 ones and I swear I already knew that I shouldn’t have listened to him like he’s so stupid lol. And of course I lost all my money. That’s probably my fault so if you’re reading this Dom, sorry. But like ugh I’m also mad at him cus recently (if you’ve seen my Facebook posting) he fricken lost my paycheck. He was apparently driving on the freeway and I don’t know why my paycheck was chilling on his dashboard but he likes to drive with the windows down on the freeway which is super annoying and I guess it just flew it. It was sort of funny at first but then I was just mad because he like lied and said he didn’t have it or knew what happened to it like.. Bitch, you obviously did. I sound so annoying right now just reading some of this but honestly I just have to let this out somewhere and I doubt anyone’s going to read this whole piece of shit but it’s something to give me to laugh about in the future if that even makes sense. Well while I’m mad I should use this anger to force myself to clean my room because who doesn’t like to clean when they’re frustrated? I know I do! Adios.